current status...

currently...pinggang aku sakit..badan aku sakit..belakang aku sakit...and my DEAR PUN SAKIT...haiya...semua sakit2 tok..sakit berjangkit ka?..hish...mintak simpang malaikat....

aku keja..dok lam bilit jak..hahaha...apa la nak dipolah ku tok..siyesly..im CLUELESS....cis....ney la aku tauk apa nak dipolah...in term of social interaction...YES...im FAIL at this situation...gosh...i hate the feeling..not the person...but seems like everyone is not showing their true colors...in which..I HATE IT SOOO MUCH.. HYPOCRITE...

hahaha..btw....tonight...i'll be heading to KL...my DEAR spell it KEHEL...hehe..sweeett...but sadly...he's not going to join me...KIDDA SAD LA...but what to do...he got MORE 'IMPORTANT' works..to do..aiya...IM NOT IMPORTANT TO U MEH DEAR?....hish...

and some conflicts happen today..don't want to think too much of it..let it go la... enough with all the work problems that i've faced...,i don't want any troubles k....thou si LENKA sings..TROUBLE IS A FRIEND...but noo...hehehehe.....

raya seorang perantau

dari jauh..ku titipkan salam lebaran buat keluarga, sahabat handai dan kenalan-kenalan ku yang berada di seluruh pelusok malaysia...(ayat~_)

hurmm..kali pertama beraya sebagai perantau...YA ALLAH..rasa apa jak....actually ku xdalah rasa gney-gney gilak sampei nak ngempas dirik ka apa...cuma rasa sedeh sikpat nak beraya bersama-sama keluarga dan kawan-kawan ku di cnun...ney ndak dik..cdak yang tinggal jauh pun dapat beraya bersama...aku tok?..hurm..dugaan dugaan.....

sempena raya tok juak..aku actually ada plan dengan kengkawan perantau ku juak..cdak tok berselerak jak kat semenanjung malaysia...tapi last minute ..aku sik jadi nak join..bukan apa beb..penat, sikda cuti and aku rasa nak bersendiri di hari raya tok..entahlah...sikda feel ku raya tok kowh...because of what i have now..i have sacrifice alot of things..include my feelings...but what to do..sebab aku penah madah ngan kawan ku pun..."u have to sacrifice something to gain something" (aku petik dari cney ndah..aku pun sik ingat)..tapi yalah tek..terkenak ngan aku pun....

so sempena raya yang sik berapa nak raya tok juak...aku plan mok memasak jak lah...

rasanya aku nak molah nasik beriyani(i love it)...ayam masak merah..and pencuci mulut apa-apa jak lah..hehehe...rindu ngan rendang and ayam kari my mom...n kelupis..bt what to do..ku balit kelaklah ku suh mak ku molah..hahaha..k lah..ya jak for now...lak ku nulis gik ke...

salam sayang dari perantauan...huhuhu

SELAMAT HARI RAYA..MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN..HALALKAN MAKAN MINUM AKU K...

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new life, new environment, new feeling, new perspective

wah...such a long..long..long vacation oooo...hehehehe..it's been a while lah...but just want to share something with you...ehem..ehem

first, after a long,hard,sweet, memorable journey i spent together with 24 sabahan and sarawakian colleague ..now it's time for be to be transferred to new PT...temporary before being sending back to Sarawak....hurmmm....so many story to tell...but kudrat aku nih dah tak mampu dah nak mencorakkan yang lebih panjang...lols

firstly..nektok aku dah kat Kuantan Pahang. maybe for 3 months..maybe more..or maybe for a year..tapi aku sik sanggup mok lamak-lamak ctok..serius aku sik sanggup..waaaaaaaaaaa..i miss my house..i miss my tilam..i miss my cat(ek?)..i miss my car..i miss my parents/family..pendek kata i....miss...everything there!!...

it's hard for me to adapt my self with their environment and work and social style....too different...sarawakian..they are more open in social ..i mean..bot that too socialize...but..the difference it quite big...eerrmm...don't know how to describe the differences ....but once u are in,.then you know...hehehehe

that's why i miss sarawak....lols..not trying to be bias or what so ever...jangan tegal tok aku kenak apa-apa kesalahan..cuba menyampaikan apa yang aku rasa bah..maybe as time goes by...pandangan aku akan berubah....tapi nektok apa yang aku rasa aku luahkan...terpulang jika anda tidak setuju dengan pendapat saya....individu berbeza kan?....

my roomates are ok..fine..chiils.....jak..hahaha

and my dear pun ok..tedah ngannya....hope nya kan endure la masa-masa genting tok...same goes with me lah dear ooo......cayanng u!...

ok..till then...
adios...

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