waiting for graduation day...

well...it's been awhile since my last post...hahaha...
what i can say here?...errmm let me think first....actually a lot i want to share with you all...but i've got no time to do it...I'm bit busy with my arubaito lately...hahaha...what to do...got nothing to do at home...so better involve with it la...plus got experience....
yesterday i finally been able to open anjung unimas...after hundred :P of trying..and trying..and trying...hahaha...well as we all know...unimas...what can u say at this time around?....rite..hahaha..merapu lagi...my result ok...i'm not satisfy actually..but alhamdullillah finally i can grad!..that the most important thing....taken from my cousin, mamat " aku dolok pun brapa jak pointer, tapi tangga nektok...dapat juak aku jadi pegawai..."..hahaha..thanks Mat..really appreciate it...biasalah...when it come to me...orang paling kamboh ndak tentu igek..nang gia rupa..hahaha....
this morning got called from my PBB guys...hahaha...malam tadik cdak called but cannot answered..sorry guys....that number always being forgotten..nakpaka?...and thatnks for the called..i really...really appreciate it....rindu bena aku ngan ktk org....miss all the activities that been done..all the laughter...yaya...miss it...HOho....abe..aman...apiz...oh ya..apiz hepi belated befday..hehe...sorry xda hadiah for you..terimak jak bear-bear pink ya...cute pa...hahaha...
ho-ho.....ada ka patut madah aku keja sebagai pengutip sampah kat desa ilmu?...aigoo....ndak ku sanggup eh..hahaha...
pok...miss all the action pok..saba..xlamak gik mek stop..then we can do it again..and again..and again...

dear den and chongek...
sorry i got no time to be with you guys....hope u understand...and den....jia you with ur website...
hahaha....

sue and ceka...
sorry also ya....i try to make time with you guys before ceka leaving....try my best k...and sue....answer my msg....plz...hehehe..nakpa ka?...

errmm..that all for now....later if got time i continue...banyak gik tok....

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i didn't know why my tears keep running today...yesterday....and yesterday....i wish i knew why but seems like i'm clueless..

dear...
as much as i wanna be strong...i've lost to tears
as hard i try to forget...i've failed
may time cure it fast as it's really over...and I'll open a new chapter....

before new chapter in my life started....

dear...
it started at that christmas...
how i wish it never ended in the next christmas...
and my dream came true...
but it ended today...
im sure when i look at you
you will never be the same anymore
to me...
as i'm used to be feel that way...
but now everything changed to zero..
back to where it was...
you now become my past
and you now become my new...
before im opening a new chapter in my life....
let the tears running and i shed my tears...
i'm happy...well at least....

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Sarang...

Love, cinta, ai, sarang atau apa-apa saja perkataan yang digunakan untuk mendefinisikan suatu perasaan yang sememangnya tak mampu diungkapkan dengan hanya satu ayat mahupun perkataan, sebenarnya.

February 14, special day for couples, hari yang dinantikan oleh mereka yang berada di zone cinta; baru memulakannya, sedang merasainya mahupun bakal mengakhirinya. Bila berbicara mengenai hari ini, banyak pendapat yang kukutip daripada mereka yang berada di sekelilingku. Ada yang beranggapan bahawa hari ini hanyalah hari biasa yang tidak membawa apa-apa makna dan ada juga yang beranggapan bahawa hari ini adalah hari yang istimewa dan harus di sambuti. Errmm...

Seorang teman pernah memberitahu bahawa menyambut Valentine samalah seperti kita menyambut kemerdekaan. Tiap-tiap hari kita merdeka, namun kenapa harus ada satu hari khas untuk kita merayakannya? Sama juga seperti Valentine, tiap-tiap hari kita bekasih sayang, tetapi kenapa ada satu hari kita meraikannya? Bagiku...terpulang kepada individu. Bukan aku yang memutuskan samada patutkan mereka meraikannya, ataupun sebaliknya.

Hari ini aku pasti kalian mempunyai pelbagai agenda tersendiri untuk menyambut Valentine...Dan aku?...Tiada apa yang istimewa untuk hari ini. Hanya mampu berbicara dengan seseorang yang jauh di mataku.Dan ditemani lagu-lagu romantik pelbagai bahasa terutama bahasa Korea. Aku pencinta musik, tak kiralah dari mana pun asal musik tersebut, jika sedap di halwa telingaku, pasti menjadi kegemaranku. Saat ini, hanya 5 lagu yang menjadi penemanku. Dengan pelbagai masalah yang menimpa, hanya 5 lagu ini yang sesuai dengan mood aku yang tidak menentu ini. Errm...di sini aku listkan lagu-lagu kegemaran.

1. Haeng Bok Ha Gil BaRae
2. Nun Yi Kkot
3. Biga
4. I Jugil Nome Sarang
5. Hwa Shin


"...everything was a dream. Even you have a path to go on, and i have a path i have to go on, i know the difference. In the world where you and i stayed, did you know that you are special person? Why do you put me through such a hard loneliness? It was that i only looked, a love that i can't have, is that just fate?..."

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