mencarut....

it's been a long time.....alasan : busy
ntahla....busy....sememangnya itulah alasan yg selalu diberikan apabila gagal menepati/melunaskan sesuatu perkara.....

aku?...busy?....sememangnya aku busy...atau aku buat-buat busy?....ntah...nowadays my life becme complicated ...or can i say....i am the reason of the complication? gosh....

tapi sememangnya aku busy...aku sepatutnya busy tika ini...why?

1. i need to start n finish my writing...thesis....i juz love it and i suddenly hate it sooo damn much....why? because this is the first reason of my life complication....yeah....i know it sound..****

2. coffee....why mr smell nice guy? because i've run out of it and i need it sooo much....huhuhu....no nescafe....change to coffeemix (roomate aku pun...aku bantai jak...) without nescafe....my life....miserable....but with it...i mean if too much....it cause my insanity goes to the highest level....me...insane?....or insanity has become me?....duh!

3. facebook....? what...how come ...?because di saat aku pelukan FB....dia buat perangai...i mean....this connection....es stupido....bla...bla....bla....really hate you rite now, mr FB....eehhh wait?....how come i'm soo addicted with FB?....yay!

4. radio.....busy with this show....suppose to entertain me ...but instead it give me headache.....radio...shut up...(but i can't,....without it..i'm alone...the quietness give me madness....the feeling of unsettleness ....)....huh!

5.carbon dioxide....spirulina platensis....light...photosynthesis....sodium bicarbonate...what it's all about = circus....why?....i just wanna laught....( dah ku madah...aku busy dengan benda tok....dan benda tok nyuruh ku busy....jadi org xbrapa nak btol dalam bilit tok...dan menyebabkan tahap kewarasanku berasa di tahap yg paling bawah...)

oh god....please help me to endure this and these problems before aku hilang kewarasan.....dan menyebabkan aku meng up side down kan benda2 dalam bilik tok..(serius tok eh....mun ngamok...apa jak boleh terjadi dengan aku...roomate aku and barang2 lam bilit tok....dush..!)

.....tetiba aku teringatkan sesuatu....

"when i ask god for strenght....He give me problems to be solve..."

thanks dear friend for this....

then i saw something at my wall....written...:

"da feeling of unsettleness comes hunting me...around with all the dumbness and all the shitness...will pieces of epik comes and rescue me? or letting me drowning in the sea of F***ness...ohh...if just the damness that matters...?"...

ok...ok...ok...i noe how it sounds...with all the words...

really.....aku memang dah out...out...and out.....of ....huh!...

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